I'm sitting here at work and I'm a little down today because it seems like the things that I really want in my life seem to pass me by and go on to others. I sometimes think, "Dang, don't I deserve SOME of the things I pray and ask for?" And today while I'm ALL in my feelings I started reading on the internet and I came across this.
Quick little story...
A man found the cocoon of a butterfly. One day, a small opening appeared. The man sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force it's body through the little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could and that it could go no further. So the man decided to help the butterfly. He took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon. The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small shriveled wings.The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected at any moment the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body which would contract in time. Neither happened. In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It was never able to fly. What the man, in kindness did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the tiny opening were God's way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon.
Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our lives. If God allowed us to go through our lives without any obstacles, it could and would cripple us. We would not be as strong as what we could have been. We could never fly.
When you ask God for strength, He gives you difficulties to make you strong. When you ask for wisdom, God will give you problems to solve. If you ask for prosperity, He will give you a brain and will to work. Ask for courage and He will give you dangers to overcome. You can ask for love and He will give you troubled people to help. Ask for favor and you will get opportunities you weren't qualified for. You may not receive everything you want, how YOU wanted but you will get everything you NEED.
So basically (and this is what I've always known) everybody won't run the race at that the same pace. Some may come in first. Some come in third. Some come in last. But at the end of the day, the goal is to cross the finish line.
A few weeks ago, I dropped Brandon off in Brinkley but on the way back I said to myself, "I'm taking the back way home." It was raining and I know that traffic can back up any time on Hwy 70. So as I was driving I can still see Hwy 55. Well, I drove at a good pace. Enjoying the scenery and I look over at Hwy 55. The traffic is slowing down. And I'm just cruising along listening to my music. Minding my business. Lol. Then I look over again and traffic is at a stand still. I'm thinking, what happened? They were just moving. I drive up and I see that there's a car accident. But while their lane has stopped, mine is still moving. So I speed up and I pass the car accident but then I'M stuck! Other cars and trucks decided to take a shortcut and it stopped me! By now, I've passed the car accident on 55 but their lane is moving and I'm stuck. Then it hit me. We're all going the same direction but our trips will not be the same. Those that know me KNOW that I got emotional. We were all going in the same direction.
With all of that being said. Trust your journey. You may see other's getting married, getting promotions, having babies, buying houses and traveling while you're wondering when you will be blessed with these things but GOD knows. You don't know what they've gone through to get to that point. You will get there too. Your journey isn't theirs and theirs isn't yours.
So I will TRY to be patient and know that God is getting me ready and when I'm blessed with the things I desire, I'll be able to appreciate them.
Remember your journey is YOURS! What I've been through could have killed you. What you've been through, could have harmed me. Learn the lessons so you can pass the tests.
You've got this!